Unexpressed Words...

Ever hopeful,
filled with dreams
bright new...
A feeling of being wanted for What I'm
Hopeful schemes...
Pastel shades n wedgewood skies
First light in your eyes soon to dim
And then U fled,
Leaving me alone
with me...!
The things I fear the things U said,
Burning the rivers in my head
bereft of all we shared
My soul..so bare..afraid of U...Me...of Life...of Everyone!
But what I feel can't be easily destroyed...
it only seems absent
When other feelings eclipse...
Fearing hurt n rejection
They tend to withdraw
Behind the mask of indifference!
My heart aches..for the want of touch...the warmth of lips;
That just gives me a complete feeling
The clearest vision...
That enables me to go on Loving
Not endlesly,
Not unilaterally
But often,despite all the flaws...
I believe in Love...
Not by finding a perfect person, but by learning, to see an imperfect person perfectly...
I have yearned for such a splendour n feeling all the while,
and now...